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Monday, October 17th, 2005
11:00 pm
OK........well i haven't updated in so long this is what all happened to me

i almost killed myself short and simple but i went to rehab so whatever

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Monday, July 4th, 2005
12:36 pm
I'm soooo bored and  I haven't got much sleep  in a long time. well to be exact five days i haven't slept and its kinda pissing me off. i've tried everything hell i even tried sleeping in my bathtube cuase it's conforable and its nice and cool. now that i think about it thats kinda werid. lol then i started talking to myself about much sleep is like a five year old kid refusing to go to sleep.

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Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
5:43 pm
Dance the night away by karchan85
What you Look like
The MusicBlues
Quiz created with MemeGen!

current mood: amused

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Monday, April 18th, 2005
4:18 pm

I'm like a doll

A rag doll

Button eyes

Sewed on smile

That keeps me silence

I have no emotion

There's nothing there

No heart

No soul

I'm nothing

I'm not real

I'm just a object

A fucking play thing

Go ahead

Use me

Abuse me

Kick me

Rape me

Do what you want

Toss me aside

Pass me around

See if i care

It doesn't matter

Its all the same to me

I'm a rag doll

Thats all i am

I'm nothing to you

Just pieces of garbage

It doesn't matter

I can't bleed

I can't cry

I can't breath

So go right ahead

I'm just a rag doll

current mood: angry

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Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
7:06 pm - Note from school

April 13, 2005

Please understand my reasons for not speaking today. I am participating in the Day of Silence, a national youth movement protesting the silence faced by lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender people and their allies. My deliberate silence echoes that silence, which is caused by harassment, prejuclice and discrimination. I bebieve that ending the silence is the first step toward fighting these injustices. Think about the voices you are not hearing today.


current mood: moody

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Friday, April 8th, 2005
4:05 pm - o Crappy
If anyone wants to see a really dumb haiku then go to my web scarredroses.

current mood: awake

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3:18 pm - No fucking way
Ok two days ago i was hanging with my two best friends Viki and Mike. The three of us were playing around and viki fall asleep. So when it was time to go we tried to wake her. So i poked her in the boob and it didn't work so i decided to wake her my way, WITH FIRE. i took out my lighter and waved it infront of her face. Ummm lets just say it did go as i planed and her hair caught on fire. She was fine...

But today was even funnier. She got me back. She stole all of my bras and underwear and hot glued them on the walls all over my highschool.

current mood: shocked

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Friday, April 1st, 2005
11:12 pm - bleeging on the floor

Thank the Gods :

Roun's Back

current mood: amused

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Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
8:39 pm
to whom gives a shit
i finally got got the net at my place and now have yahoo messager

.....so yea go me ....

current mood: awake

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Friday, February 18th, 2005
5:51 pm
Yours are DEMON wings, possibly resembling
those of a bat - huge, black, and clawed. You
are cold and impure, and a born Creature of the
Night. Possibly with an interest in those of a
vampyric nature, or possibly one yourself. You
have little sympathy or care for humanity and
see them as existing for no real purpose -
thus, you can be very manipulative and bend
them to fit YOUR purpose. And you do have a
purpose, to everything you do. Nine times out
of ten it will be strictly for your own self
gratification or perhaps merely amusement. As
soon as a person or situation is no longer
productive or pleasurable in your life, you
will rid yourself of it or them. You could very
well have just a touch of superiority complex
(or perhaps more than a touch?). Despite all of
this, you are capable of love so intense that
you place that person's wishes even above your
own - the only time that you will do so.
Chances are you are attracted to people in
which you see...yourself. Though many hate you
for your carelessness and evil...Sexy, fierce,
sinful, and mysterious...you turn me on.

Image Source:

*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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current mood: aggravated

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Friday, February 4th, 2005
3:38 pm
Does anyone know what BloodBonding is exectlly?

And what is a Tristes for those who read vampire books?

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Monday, January 24th, 2005
9:36 am

Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You?

current mood: aggravated

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Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
4:16 pm
Legardored is your Vampire name.
You are one hell of an insane Vampire. Anyone who
messes with you is out of their minds.
To use your new Vampire name and become a Vampire,
go here:

What is your Vampire name?
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current mood: blah

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Monday, January 17th, 2005
10:16 am

You Are Amy Lee!

Gothy, expressive, woman-in-pain
Who looks damn good in a corset
"When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears"

Who's Your Inner Rock Chick? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

current mood: lazy

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Friday, January 14th, 2005
5:08 pm




current mood: happy

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4:16 pm

LOL . . .    now people what goes through your mind when you see this  b/c the first time i did . . . 

current mood: amused

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Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
5:49 pm


Skin like ivory, perfect; A goddess she

must be.

Cold as winter,

Strong as stone

She faces the darkness all-alone.


Slender fingers, a unadorned; beautiful


 In her hands is the light

In her hands is the night.

Shadows hunt; she hunts the shadows.

She views her world through the eyes of


The past is gone, the future is black.

No return; no turning back.


Black and white; there are no colors,

As she looks down upon a shattered youth.

A shattered mirror shows a shattered truth.

Alas single teardrop; when did it fall?

Could this goddess be mortal, after all? 



current mood: amused

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Monday, January 10th, 2005
5:15 pm - Pictures of Midnight

Finally a picture of me~




hope they came out right ~ midnight

current mood: amused

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Monday, January 3rd, 2005
5:31 pm

To who ever is on my friends list and doesn’t know who I am / why they are the list please post there. I’ve already had 3 people ask me those questions. Two of them were very nice and didn’t mind at all but there was one that wasn’t so friendly. So to everyone if you have any questions at all please ask me in, at least, a reasonable manner. I understand you concerns. Thank you I


  To everyone else you have no clue what I’m talking about sooo…  mike played a little joke on me and added random people to my friends list. I only found out about this joke a few days ago when I got a really bad complaint about it soo yea I’m pissed.



~ Midnight

current mood: pissed off

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Friday, December 31st, 2004
9:13 pm


current mood: awake

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